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[Oct. 30th, 2005|09:06 am] |
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I've stopped Dee-Jaying.
'Tis true... DeadJournal really IS dead.
Farewell!
»Heidi« |
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| Nobody expects the Indian Hills Attendence Secretary! |
[Oct. 11th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
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Haha... okay, funny story.
This morning I was like, "Damn, I need to write Dave's 5-page essay on the Salem Witch Trials, but I haven't even finished reading the goddamn book. I think I need to take half of the day off and be as productive as possible."
So, the clever Heidster that I am, I researched a little and concluded that I would fake an early-dismissal note saying that there was a "death in the family." At least with this claim, I would have taken an excused absence, resulting in me prolonging the life of my 10 allowances of unexcused absences.
My plan was fullproof.
Except...
I hadn't planned on the attendence secretary CALLING HOME TO VERIFY.
She did, and well, I got busted.
I was innocently in art class when the phone rings. Ms. C picks it up, and I could tell that it was about me by the way she continued to glance over at me inbetween the "yeah"s "uh-huh"s and "alright"s. She nonchalantly walks over to me and in a low voice instructs me to give back my yellow pass, the office called my bluff, and my mother will have a word with me later.
A moment of panic struck me, but I knew I couldn't think like I had been beaten by the system; doing so would let The Man win, and I wasn't about to let the IH Administration take me down... not without a fight! rawr!
For the rest of the day, I went about telling my story. With each explanation, the scenario became funnier. The best was at second period in commons... I decided to call my mom and see what she had to say in response. So I call and everyone sitting around me is leaning in, eager to hear what's going on.
First thing my mom says: SO WHICH GREAT AUNT DIED?!?
She angrilly rambled on about my "credibility in the office" and "how did you feel when they caught you" and my personal favorite, the generic "you should be ashamed of yourself."
But what REALLY made this call special was when my mom started yelling about how my "behavior represents my responsibility as a parent!" and then she started crying hardcore. It was hilarious.
Ugh, this is so superficial. The office probably won't even remember who I am. I think of this stunt as beneficial for all of those fat, middle-aged office women because now they have something exciting and fresh to gossip about. Everybody wins! Except for my parents! hah.
They told me that they were taking away my car priviledges. I shrugged it off because as of late, I haven't been able to go anywhere anyway with the amount of work I have to do. They don't let me go out on school nights, and it's not like I often go places alone, so at least SOMEONE could offer me a ride.
When I got home from school I bitched my mom out by telling her that her "priviledge revoking technique" doesn't work because I have been and will continue to do things that she doesn't like... and that she had failed as a disciplinarian. I hope she cries again.
»Heidi« |
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| Tommy can you hear me? |
[Oct. 9th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
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It's Sunday, and I'm feeling much better about myself. The SAT wasn't too bad... in fact, I'm feeling pretty confident (knock on wood). Suddenly it's like I'm back on track and I've got everything figured out, like, what I want to major in, where I want to go to school, what I want to do... etc.
By the way, I'll take this moment to announce that I'm now down to 4 colleges:
-Washington University in St. Louis
-Fordham University
-Rutgers University
-George Washington University
My dad and I have to go to St. Louis sometime soon... my first time to the midwest. So far, Washington U has the best program for me; it includes a study abroad program in Tübingen, which would be super awesome because that town is about 10 minutes away by train from Altingen, where my favorite aunt and her family lives. My reasoning is that if I go to Washington U and do this study abroad, I could live with them (because German universities don't have campuses or dorms) and everyone would be happy.
I reeaaaaallly want my test scores back. The suspense is killing me.
And Steve wrote a very very good college essay.
Speaking of which... I have things to do.
»Heidi« |
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| Oof. |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|08:15 pm] |
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My brain is exhausted and I think I'm due for a nice, long, rejuvenating cry.
October is supposed to be an awesome month, however, this particular October seems to be chock-full-o-deadlines, responsibilities, hardships, drama, and work.
I wish I could put school on hold for about a week and get everything else sorted out... but no... life doesn't work that way.
I also wish that my parents would stick to one emotion.
»Heidi«
All of a sudden I just realized that I'm nowhere that I need to be.
::breaks down::
Now it's my turn. |
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| Danielaaaaaaaa :-( |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|09:49 pm] |
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Dear Daniela,
Look, I'm sorry if I offended you in any way this evening. I had no intentions of hurting you- you just took my responses in the wrong way.
TinFeline: I have the drawings for a few, and ideas for others
TinFeline: the coolest one so far has a skirt made entirely of tiers of feathers
Aphraheidi345: HAHAHAHA
Aphraheidi345: yeah, good luck.
Aphraheidi345: whoever wears that will be molting all night long.
TinFeline signed off at 6:43:50 PM.
I laughed and said "yeah, good luck." because I knew that something as extravagant as as skirt made of feathers would be ridiculously difficult... in fact, I think you said so yourself in gym on Friday. I was in no way criticizing your ideas. The "molting" comment was purely intended for comical purposes. PLEASE don't take this as being insensitive. You know I value your friendship too much to hurt you.
Loveee,
Heidi
ps- talk to meeee. let's make this all better. :-) |
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| Jesuit sk00lz, yo. |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|05:34 pm] |
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Fordham kicks the crap out of Rutgers.
w00t!!!!!!
One down, 5 more to go.
»Heidi«
btw- here's my final list of colleges that I will be applying to:
Johns Hopkins
George Washington
Washington U. in St. Louis
William and Mary
Brandeis*
Fordham
Rutgers
*I have to visit first. Might be too Jewish for me. |
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| I AM THE RENFAIRE WHORE!!!!! |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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I got kisses from over 15 men today!!! Yippeee!!! Two words: Kissing bridge. lololol.
Kay and Katherine came with me again... omg soooo much fun.
There was also a lot of tush-pinching (I PINCHED THE ARCHBISHOP lol) and I got felt up by Wally, the duck, on a stage in front of an audience of about 50 people.
All in all, it was a wonderful day.
However,
I am really really really sad that it was the last day of the season. I MUST keep in touch with the rest of my faire friends- they're too awesome to let go of.
And for some reason, everyone is really excited about me turning 18 in December. lol.
»Heidi« |
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| I'm running out of clever titles. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|11:18 pm] |
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I have a craptacular part in Auntie Mame. It's so small that it's nearly invisible. The director plays favorites and values seniority over talent. I have three very small lines in the very beginning. They are the kind of lines that one must shout to be heard because one's part is so insignificant that they don't get a microphone... and because of this, the audience rarely/never hears them.
Awesome. =\
Right after school i got gas to avoid 6$ per gallon prices.
Then I dropped Kurt off at school and drove to Glen Rock where I watched the Glen Rock varsity boys soccer team play and destroy Manchester. The game was really fun to watch, even though the two people who I went to see specifically spent the entire time warming the bench.
The very first drama meeting was a lot of fun. It was long as hell, but I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Also, listening to Adam Bashian read his lines in his perfect southern-gentleman accent makes me want to run to the south and find me a southern man. lol. Oh Adam... I TOTALLY understand why Alice is so attracted to him. I fell asleep at one point during the read-through and dreamt that I had married Adam. lol. I would never have guessed in a buhzillion years that he is gay.
Hah, I never realized how much Ben looks like Harry Potter. It's a little creepy.
Mary Poppins, (Colin) on the other hand, barely said a word to me. How disappointing.
My parents are being lame again. Even though I left them a message about where I was and what I was doing, it wasn't "clear enough" so now I am in trouble.
And they also told me that I can't wear skirts anymore because I don't have the legs for them.
And you guys wonder why I have self-esteem issues?
»Heidi« |
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| A much needed ridance. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|01:39 am] |
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Goodbye, 5 lbs!!
Farewell! Have a wonderful journey.
Please don't take this the wrong way, but I do hope that you do not come back. I do not think I will miss you, but I will think of your departure often.
We were very close for about 2 months; sharing ice cream and sitting on our butts all summer long. Remember the good times.
Now now, 5 lbs, no need to fret. I intend on having another 20 lbs gradually join you so you shan't be lonely for long.
Say hello to my baby teeth for me.
Happy trails,
Your "bosom buddy",
»Heidi« |
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| RenFaire!!!!! |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|08:47 pm] |
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Oh wow.
Today was INCREDIBLE!!!!!
I took Katherine and Kay to the Ren Faire with me (poor Daniela couldn't make it) and we had THE BEST time ever. It was... just... so much fun... too many things happened to write down... just wow.
All I can say is: WE ARE THE HOTTEST TRIO EVAHHRR and we're SO taking more weekend trips together.
»Heidi«
ps- I LOVE RenFaire and ALL of the people in it. Including Danny Lord and his pet duck, Wally!!
pps- Seriously though, I wish I could LIVE in the RenFaire and see all of the people there EVERY DAY. Maybe I'll take a year off before I go to college and just travel around the country from RenFaire to RenFaire and live in tents! OMG awesome! Yes... I have mutated into a TOTAL rennie. I love it!!! |
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| Why I'm not taking math this year. |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|08:55 pm] |
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Steve Romain on (Coach) Joe Leight:
fading the lines: i dig all my classes
fading the lines: with the exception of joe leight for math.
Aphraheidi345: are you in class with Chis Zavodsky?
fading the lines: nah
fading the lines: josie
fading the lines: but fuck that
fading the lines: i don't even look at, or even talk to, the people i'm in class with
fading the lines: they aren't even there to me
fading the lines: i refuse to get in trouble with that guy
fading the lines: he'll kill me.
fading the lines: he'll unhinge his jaw and swallow me whole.
xD
»Heidi« |
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| Angry beyond belief. |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|03:41 pm] |
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Today I have my first SAT prep class.
I have to take a test.
I will be there for over 4 hours.
OVER FOUR HOURS.
Heidi = not surviving.
SUCKS MAJOR BALLS. ::Cries forever::
»Heidi«
ps- I HATE the SAT. |
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| So I backed off. |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|01:25 pm] |
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For those of you who care
I decided to take Nick and Dan's advice and just leave everything alone. I blocked George, and I guess I'm glad that things didn't erupt any further. I still am a little sour though because I don't want George to think that I chickened out, but I probably would have made things worse.
Out of sight out of mind, yes?
Here's a sigh of relief.
»Heidi« |
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| asshole! |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|11:30 am] |
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This is George's away message:
you had your chance to talk to me, you blew it, I guess the pressure got to you...
DOUCHEBAG
This means war. Who the fuck does he think he is, anyway?
Pressure... yeah right. He'll feel the "pressure" when I shove my foot up his skinny ass.
I'm pissed off.
»Heidi« |
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| God damn it. |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|09:16 pm] |
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So tonight I went to the diner with Martin and Timmy (met Johnnykins and Phill there, too) and we were all having a pretty good time. I was thoroughly enjoying myself until about 8:40pm when I glanced around the rest of the room and noticed that George, Thad, Shawn, and some other kid where at another table. My heart sank. It was the first time that I had seen George since I broke it off with him. It kinda killed my mood for the rest of the 10 minutes that we were there for. I kept thinking about "oh, is he mad?" "should I say hi?" "do i look okay?" "is he talking about me?" ... stupid shit like that was occupying my mind, causing me to become very distracted.
I don't know what it is about George, but for some reason, I become very anxious around him and/or his friends. Bleh. You know what... screw him. If he doesn't want to talk to me anymore- his loss. I'm a pretty nice person. He should at least know that after dating me for 6 months.
Maybe I'm the one who needs to just chill out. George was always the type to be very clean cut. I guess the breakup was hard on him, so he just extracted me from his memory. If he treats me like a stranger, then I must do likewise.
No loss, really. He was very uninteresting. The only appeal to him was that he was European.
I SMELL LIKE AN ASHTRAY. Well, I deserve that for hanging out with Martin and Timmy.
»Heidi« |
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| Bodice!! |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|12:03 am] |
Today at Faire I bought myself a bodice from Moresca and a lovely washable-silk skirt from Bullseye. It's been long since I took off my garb, but just for the hell of it, I put on my bodice outside of my pajamas... jeebus I feel so freakin' sexy in this bodice. <333 I HAVE A WASTE AND IN-YOUR-FACE BOOBS! Hah, I've almost got a shelf!
My colors are white, black, and red. According to Ken, those are pirate colors. Pssht whatever. If you love me, go to Faire and wear my colors.
»Heidi«
ps- Daniela... I'm slowly gaining interest in corsets. Do you still have that black one at home that I could try on? |
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| Warning: Angst. |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|01:08 am] |
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I had the most wonderful time at RenFaire today.
Then I came home.
I can't stand my parents.
Today I realized that I belong to a better family. This family is called RenFaire. At RenFaire I have people who love me and would stick up for me no matter what. They all care about me and wouldn't think twice to help me. These people are more than just friends... they're family. I wish I could replace my own family with them.
My parents don't believe me when I tell them that after college I never want to see them again.
Won't they be surprised when the time comes.
»Heidi« |
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| Instruments that no one really cares about any more!* **Except for me and Nick. |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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Mandolins are way cooler than lutes... but hurdy-gurdies own them all.
»Heidi« |
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| I miss him already. |
[Aug. 18th, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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Here's to a very lonely next four days.
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Happy otakon-ing, guys.
»Heidi« |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
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I miss Germany.
»Heidi« |
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